Tough gambling decisions in poker games.
Taking a step back from the constant forum chatter, I find myself immersed in solitude, embracing a minimalist lifestyle. Retreating from the public eye and focusing on the online world is a step towards maturity, a move towards less idle banter and fewer complaints.
I no longer harbor the urge to share every minor detail or air out life's challenges. I've learned acceptance, counting my blessings and treasuring my possessions. Each moment in life, lived fully right now, holds the potential to be the best decision – one that I won't regret later. I choose rationally based on my current experiences, though I know things could always be better.
My past was marked by overthinking, pondering, and worrying. Now, gratitude has taken its place. I've gained a deeper understanding of life and people.
In essence, strive to do your best in the present, and let go. Sometimes, I lose track of my thoughts, like a meandering river.
But why the silence on the forum? Once, I craved recognition. Screenshots and grand victories were my measures of success. Now, they hold little allure.
It doesn't matter if things go your way or not.
A slight downturn online led me to sell 33% of my shares to minimize risk. I stay connected via Skype, keeping in touch with the right people.
As for the top forum contributors, let me see... for me, the key is 'brightness'. HelloHelloHello and TylerRM – they're from separate realms, but they shine brightly.
I've abandoned the pursuit of an 'anti-top'. I accept everyone as they are, without judgment or hatred.
If not poker, then perhaps women – once, I might have called them 'bitches' or 'chicks'.
I don't maintain a list of favorite women from series. Each is beautiful in her unique way.
Unexpected questions are the most challenging – like a new masseuse, intriguing yet unfamiliar.
I'm single, with no immediate plans for marriage. In my heart, I'm still 20, despite being 25. I'd like to reach the age of 199 – typical poker betting.
I started online in May 2015, both on and offline. In 2015, I also took up skateboarding, traveling, and martial arts.
Life is about philosophy, growth, and pleasure. Death is about disease, inevitability, and reincarnation.
The best? Ben Sulski, with his impressive beard and jogging videos.
My ideal woman is dark-haired and pretty, though I won't share her name just yet. She's not Kara Scott or Tilly. There's one in Tolya Filatov's Instagram whom I admire.
I've worked in my field, but the studies became so dull I lost all interest. My focus now is on economics, particularly microeconomics.
I have a younger sister. I looked out for her when we were kids. Now, she's 96, though she's still young to me. I visit her once a week for dinner, more often on holidays.
My family relationships improved after I moved out.
If I had to start over in poker, I would probably reconsider. It's a challenging path, fraught with stress, loneliness, and an uncertain schedule. But I've found my place now, and life is good.
Despite the illusion of a flexible schedule and freedom, the reality is an immense iceberg of stress and loneliness. It's hard, but I choose to enjoy every task I undertake.
P.S. In keeping with tradition, I offer a pristine sheet of paper and a pen – no comments, no advice. Just a clean slate for reflection and growth.
I'm finding solace in the online world, immersing myself in casino-games like poker, away from the constant forum chatter. Reminiscing about the past, I used to crave recognition and share screenshots of my grand victories, but now, I'm content with embracing a simpler life, focusing on the fundamentals of casino-gambling, such as poker.
